Slowly Bleeding

That’s what it feels like…

My heart has been pierced and it won’t be mended until one of a few things happens.

Life is so confusing sometimes, isn’t it? One minute, you think that you MIGHT just have everything together… the next, you realize that you’re not even close and you’re wondering and thinking and praying, and asking if God “loves” you…

That this mortal flaw in my skin might actually conquer ME and separate me from the love of God… Then there’s this –
Romans 8 – 38-39
And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,p neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Have you ever felt as if God has spoken to you? Have you ever felt that perhaps He’s told you something that is terrifying? I’m there now… and in a short while, I might be able to look back on this and say that this is what I was referring to here… these things that I can’t speak.

I’m still struggling… but, I feel as though I’m bleeding slowly, but with the knowledge that someday this wound will close and that is hopeful to me.

God, please be with me…


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